This is the life I wanted. 

This is NOT the life I wanted. 

This is the name on a business card I dreamt of reading. 

This is not who I am. 

This is not who I will ever be. 

This is not who I want to be. 

With every step I take I get one step closer to “the farthest from who I want to be” I’ve ever been. 

I don’t know the road back.